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dahil inaasahan ako [May. 29th, 2008|09:00 pm]
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CORRINA!
let's see if you're stalker enough to check this today :)) may you grow in QT-ness, i'll meet you in the PMS tambayan in 5 years LOL
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deym [Apr. 26th, 2008|05:02 pm]
i seriously think im getting fired on friday.. :( 
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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2008|08:19 pm]
i HATE being fucking poor! pota.. why does it have to come down to me not being able to take summer because we dont have the fucking money! POTA.. babalik nalang ako sa UP, like i wanted to fucking go here in the first place.
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ISKO/ISKA ka ba? [Dec. 2nd, 2007|06:29 am]
this makes me remember my good old UP days. deym, i really really do miss UP :(

[x] worried about getting bullied by fratmen or getting killed in a riot -- actually my parents were the ones worried
[ ] got bullied by fratmen or was killed in a riot -- buhay pa naman ako diba-->If I were killed in a riot, how would I be able to answ
[x] witnessed a riot -- you mean like rallies? a lottttt 
[x] watched the Oblation Run
[x] made friends with a teacher
[ ] was tricked as a freshman into attending a rally / prayer meeting -- UP students are smart enough to not be fooled!
[x] wore red or black on one of those wear red or wear black days -- accidentally! haha
[x] wore red on Valentine’s Day
[ ] wore black on Valentine's Day
[ ] celebrated a birthday at Mang Jimmy's
[x] learned UP Naming Mahal
[x] got on the dean's list as CS or US -- 1st sem 0607! yabang eh!
[ ] slept on a bench - that is majorly uncomfortable!
[x] was an RA (registration assistant) or SA -- just so i could get into all my classes.. which i did!!
[x] lied or begged to an RA for a slot in class 
[ ] participated in a there's-only-one-more-slot-are you-feeling-lucky? raffle during registration
[x] jogged around the campus
[x] visited the Vargas Museum -- omg, i went with dom and niel to get the UP map here! 
[x] knew at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name -- yung sa 3rd flr FC for artstud and sa tapat ng chemsoc, nakalimutan ko nga lang haha
[ ] attended university level graduation
[x] got an activist for a teacher
[x] watched a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game -- highschool pa ito eh
[ ] watched a UP vs. any school basketball game -- UP always loses... pero champs sa pep!
[x] gave a powerpoint presentation
[x] studied in CASAA -- but it was impossible
[x] studied in McDonald's or Jollibee Philcoa for one full night and bought just one regular-sized drink -- im kuripot e
[x] studied along Katipunan -- i live somewhere along katipunan-- sorry, used to live amp
[x] studied along Katipunan and affected the mannerisms of a stereotypical Atenean
[ ] watch a play that's not required for CommIII - LOL it was sooo hard to get ComIII!
[ ] went stargazing
[x] ate in Chocolate Kiss, Tea Room (in CHE) or Chateau Verde -- i have rich blockmates hahaha
[x] slept in the lib -- oh yeah, aircon sa CS lib!~
[x] struck up a conversation with a taong grasa -- does that include the homeless kid in front of as steps?
[ ] wrote to / for the collegian
[ ] seriously pondered about the identity/ies of the people described in Eksenang Peyups
[x] went to the chapel
[x] got a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers while walking in Sunken Garden -- worse, got mud! but we saw john lloyd! hahaha
[ ] cut class with your block to watch a movie -- we watched a movie but we'd never cut class i tell yah! hahaha
[x] had a voltes V for a teacher
[ ] took a class under Joseph Palis
[x] lied to the transcript lady to get a transcript earlier than the standard 3 months
[ ] went to a Freshman-only concert (where you had to show your form 5 to prove freshmanhood) - i wanted to though!
[x] subsisted on just streetfood (fishballs, half footlongs, kwekwek, squidballs/rolls, mais, dirty ice cream) for a day
[ ] learned how to smoke - learned how to STOP smoking ;p
[ ] went on an out-of-town trip with blockmates or orgmates -- i wanted to go to puerto galera or banaue :( hanggang chinese cemetery lang naabot ko!
[?] fell in love  -- lol i miss my crushies
[x] actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib
[x] played cards during your free time -- bridge and pusoy dos, girls vs boys
[ ] dress in business attire
[ ] sumabit sa jeep -- hindi pako nakakakita ng girl na sumabit haha
[ ] got sung to or sung to someone in class during Valentine's day
[x] watched the lantern parade
[x] helped out a total stranger
[ ] helped out a total stranger because he/she was hot -- onti lang hot sa UP! and they definitely don't need help
[x] learned to stay awake for more than 24 or 48 hours straight
[ ] got bullied by fratmen and feeling cool wannabe people who were actually losers
[x] took Wednesday and/or Sat classes WILLINGLY -- i took wed PE cuz my crush was in the same class.. i was definitely willing! haha
[ ] volunteered for the pahinungod
[ ] ate "tasteless white sauce" pasta from cock-a-noodle-doo
[ ] got a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] took time to read the vandalism in the CR -- hilarious!
[x] watched a sexy art film for any GE class -- i was like.. ano toh porno?!
[ ] got held up or pickpocketed
[x] felt depressed because you were not as good academically as you were in high school -- BOO. ako pinakabobong nakapasa sa upcat :(
[x] did a last minute paper
[x] had spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures (for index cards and teacher's seat plans)
[x] got exempted from final exams
[ ] got exempted from a final exam but still took it -- why would you do that?!
[x] attended a varsity pep rally
[x] watched LIVE AIDS, Androgyny, Maskipaps or any well-known variety show 
[x] promised to quit smoking
[x] got into at least one (org- or council-sponsored) adventure race
[x] knew where the best restrooms are on campus -- and also the worst! haha
[x] joined an org
[x] allowed yourself to make mistakes
[x] went to the gym in spite of having no PE class just to ogle varsity players / cute boys
[x] took summer classes -- i needed money! and something to do
[x] admired the oblation
[x] made a video for a project
[x] had a crush on a teacher -- you'd be suprised.. ang daming batang prof sa UP
[ ] had a teacher who had a crush on / tried to court you - LOLOL this is wayyy funnnnyyyyyyy
[ ] attended your ROTC Bivouac
[ ] faked sickness to get an absence excused
[ ] got your car scratched by one of those "kuya bantayan ko kotse niyo" kids -- dun ka kasi magpark sa malayo
[x] took a PE class where you had to pay for tuition (i.e. sportsclimbing, ten pin bowling, scuba diving, etc) -- it was worth it! i loved sportsclimbing!
[x] went to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes -- no one cares, come on.
[x] learned how to use the Bayantel pay phones
[x] participated in school activities
[ ] caught the UP Pep Tryouts -- di ako pinayagan ng mom ko
[ ] dated someone from UP
[x] rode an IKOT and TOKI
[x] found a tambayan -- meron kaming sariling poste! haha for spotting!
[ ] went drinking at Sarah's
[x] learned how to beg for a higher grade 
[x] used your 6 allowable absences wisely
[ ] lived in a dorm 
[ ] volunteered to be beadle or go-to guy for your group / class
[x] had the worst schedule
[ ] realized that there really is just one coconut tree on the sunken garden
[x] not used up all 6 allowable absences 
[x] ate in ISSI, Treehouse, Mama Thai's and other more obscure cafeterias -- tree house!!! sarap
[ ] ate food Aristocart-style
[x] was active in your org -- di naman nakapasok tsk
[x] attended an ACLE -- it was for PMS
[ ] got as many app forms as you can during the job fair
[x] learned how to cram -- and i thought i was a crammer in highschool
[ ] sold tickets for (or watch) an org-sponsored movie premiere
[ ] saved money to Xerox all of your seatmate's notes
[x] had accidentally seen a make-out session 
[x] slept in class 
[x] finished a homework / assignment / paper in the shopping center or philcoa 
[x] had mountains of unused sample exams and/or old testaments.
[x] resolved to be "better this semester" -- lahat naman ata.. though it gets harder so imposible
[ ] slept during a test 
[x] had groupmates from hell (ie no-shows, babblers, dependents, airheads, dreamers, idea stealers, plagiarists)
[x] learned how to work with groupmates from hell
[x] perfected the art of parking on campus -- ang dami kong traumatic experiences
[ ] had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus
[ ] developed a love for sisig
[ ] practiced those UP cheers in the first meeting for PE class -- but i had this UP cheer high time when i was a freshman haha
[x] looked at microfilms in the library or poked through archives 
[ ] reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function
[x] attended UP Fair 
[x] went to a library other than your own college's to research -- nerdok
[x] lost a perfectly functioning umbrella -- it was automatic pa naman! rawr 
[x] used consultation hours properly 
[ ] went to the Guidance Office for real, heart-to-heart guidance 
[x] went to the infirmary
[x] attend class with a hangover -- awww dom janel and niel are missed
[x] drink beer or alcohol while inside UP grounds
[x] walked all the way to Philcoa or Katipunan from UP -- exercise ko to chong
[x] buy frogs from NSRI or a Bio department -- poor froggies.. we had to kill like 5+ frogs each for bio
[ ] maxed out on the 6 allowed unexcused absences but DID NOT drop
[x] got invited or pursued by a sorority or fraternity -- it was scary.. i was a freshman then
[x] wore slippers to school -- wore UP slippers to school hahaha
[x] had a professor who smoked in class -- WE could smoke in class, how's that?
[ ] got diagnosed by the Infirmary as pregnant or infected with STD. - scary mehnnnnn
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help [Sep. 15th, 2007|06:26 pm]
[mood | frustrated]

today is definitely not one of my up days. my mom's having her duty today and tomorrow, which means that i'll be stuck at home bumming around. going out for a walk or visiting the library is out of my options since what happened a while ago. came back from the lib and there was this black guy looking at me. ok, i was kind of freaked out inside but i had to pass him to get to the stairs. i also had to greet him cause it's what they usually do here and rude naman if i don't...
me: good afternoon
black guy: (nodded paangas and said something i couldn't understand)
me: huh?
black guy: what's your name?
me: tiff ---> ok na freak out ako that i didn't have time to think of a fake name! 
black guy: said something i didn't understand again
me: what?
black guy: do you have a boyfriend?
me: (OMG why are you asking that?!) i'm too old for that stuff. ---> i should have lied!
black guy: really, how old are you?
me: nineteen ---> ok, i can't believe i said my real age
black guy: im THIRTY-ONE, so it means i'm too old?
me: (laughs but really wants to end the conversation) i don't know. anyway, i'll see ya' around (nigga style) LOL
-- after that happened, wala. i ran up the stairs to our apartment. as in nagmadali bec he might follow or something. rawr. so bawal na going out by myself. and if that ever happens again, then i'd have to start thinking of a fake name for myself.. unless cute siya ;p

anyway.. someone try and make me feel better. i'll just vent out here in lj since i obviously dont have anyone to talk to (out of the question - mom, ate, cheska). i've been here in miami for approximately 2 weeks already with no complaining. i do chores, i cook, i do the groceries, i call technical support and whatever my mom asks me to do. i didn't want to go here in the first place. my mom says it's for the best and according to my sister 'para sa akin slash amin' daw. i went here because of my family - family FIRST. and ok, i admit that it is fun to be with my family because we've really bonded because our apartment's really small.. but i feel that im kind of forgetting myself. Right now i'm practically a bum and OSY.. and i hate it because back in the Philippines, i worked really hard to get to where i was at. I miss a lot of things - things that i can live without and so i set them aside, even people (but i know that friends are forever, right?). But there are things back in the Philippines that i have, that i can't have here. 

UP. One of the big reasons why i didn't want to leave. UP was my dream. I mean, quality education with such a small price to pay.. best of the best 'ika nga. It gave me the pride that i was scholar and that i was able to help my parents - and I can't have that here. First, i'd have to apply for financial aid because it's waaaay tooo expensive .. which means Second, i'd have to be top of my class back in UP (which i am NOT). ---> that's according to University of Miami. UM's really selective, by the way, but i'm not taking my chances na. It's way too expensive ($33,000 yearly chong) and if i do get a scholarship, then i'd have to start next August (which is waaaay tooo late for me). UM's out for me. University of Miami. Barry University. Florida International University. but i still have the other two. I haven't been to FIU and they say i have pretty high chances of getting in Barry. They have a nice campus - it has an ateneo-ish feel to it. But still, it hurts me that 'wala akong pag-asa' in UM, which is kind of UP-ish (they have hightech ikots and tokis, so i got really excited!) - and is the best out of the three, when i went to the best university in the Philippines. It's like putting myself levels down to where i was back in the Philippines. What hurts more is that, this whole miami thing is GOOD for all of them! My ate just finished college and is a registered nurse back in the Phils, so this was all perfect for her. Paolo went back to the Phils to finish 4th year, which means he's going to college when he goes back here. And Cheska already started Grade 7 here. I mean.. see! it's all perfect for them! Ako -- BUM and OSY. I don't even know when and where i'll be going to school yet because i haven't applied or anything. I have this fear and i keep on asking myself stuff like 'What if i work then decide not to study anymore', 'What if we don't have the money to pay for a university or if i don't get financial aid' even worse 'What if i get a boyfriend and just quit then get married'. POTA. Going here to Miami was supposed to be a level UP. but i just really feel that it ruined all my plans for myself...

ok fuck. drama.
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2007|02:59 pm]
[mood | lonely]

how many days have i not been able to go online? these past few days felt like hell. AS IN! i missed out on a LOOOOOT!

ok. start it off with 
NO internet (tagal mag set-up nung dsl namin! besides, we'd have to fight over who gets to use first. it's only 'use-able' in the morning because that's the same time people in the phils are online!)
NO tagalog (except when im talking to my family. im practically NOSEBLEED here i tell you! i was talking to this guy and i accidentally said 'parang like' like i usually do! kahiya!) 
NO maids (hello to chores! i do the dishwashing but i have to vacuum the carpet too. hassle yun noh. haha walis nalang sana eh) 
NO crushies. (waaahhh. puro itim dito. and even though i get to see white people and asians. wala parin tatalo sa crushies ko ok??)
NO school (ok i can't believe i just said that. but hello! i totally miss school and studying! im practically a real OSY now because i start in JANUARY pa! but sooooper nice ng school. check out Barry University. it doesn't look like a school at all. super nice rin ng tuition niya okai. haha sarcastic chong) 
NO PMS (boo i miss the org, the mems, the activities and mostly my co-apps! i refuse to call myself an ex co-app okai? it sounds like ex convict or something.) 
NO driving. (i miss you car! and even though i do get to drive here. i won't be as gala as i was back in the phils. scary! i'd get lost here! and the cars drive soooo fast!) 
NO friends - im so lonely! i miss you guys! seryoso! :( :( :(

i miss my life back in the Philippines really. thank God that i finally got myself internet access, even though its just here in the public lib. i have a time limit here! haha. everything here seems better. true. but iba parin pag kasama mo yung mga meron ka ng pinagsamahan. naks.   

anyway.. i only have a few minutes left here so that's it for this post. potaaaa.. miss ko na talaga pinas. i want some halo halo.
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(no subject) [Aug. 23rd, 2007|10:25 pm]
[mood | thankful]

50 things i will miss in UP
1. FREEDOM!! yeahboi totally different from Poveda!
2. i can wear anything because no one cares naman - no dress code! (i can be porma or in pambahay!)
3. i get to meet different kinds of people (mga sosy, mga jologs, mga cute at matatalino!)
4. enlistment (both crs and manual! yung luck sa crs pag nakuha lahat ng subjects or mag RA ka nalang hehe.. yung accomplishment pag nakuha yung subject na gusto mo manually)
5. super cheap everything! cheap pero quality parin (from food to the tuition) - i cant believe im actually leaving!! sayanggg ok! UP is the best school kayaaaaa
6. having the freedom to change your identity each sem pwede rin each class (haven't tried though booo)
7. using bunsen burners (we didnt have these back in poveda) and having them fire away in front of your face haha
8. actually performing experiments (our profs did everything in poveda.. tsktsk) getting nice data and sometimes making doctor bec i want to be a doctor. thanks bye
9. spotting people slash crushies slash hotties slash cuties slash mga long hair (hahaha!)
10. stalking nyahaha
11. driving around UP and always having parking! (i feel safe inside the campus eh, pag katip na sobrang eyes wide open)
12. Shopping Center and COOP! bluebooks! hahaha
13. Lutong Bahay shakes and halohalo are the best!
14. casaa cheese turon and yung half quesedilla with nachos sa dulo for 29 bux lang (nagugutom na tuloy ako)
15. PMS --> hindi man ako naging member.. member at heart nalang hahaha feeling eh (or friends of mems hint hint sa mga co apps)
16. Uproject -- k fine.. maraming cute dito! hahaha both guys and girls at walang app process kaya JOIN NA!
17. nature bec again wlang ganito sa poveda (trees, fields with GRASS, big roads, birds at nature-y stuff) puro usok lang kasi dun. and the whole poveda can fit inside the sunken garden kaya!
18. i can make yabang that im smart (well i dont actually make yabang but when people hear im from UP, theyre like woahhh.. mas lalo when they hear im a chem major! hahaha ok yabang na but still, i'll miss that! yun na picker upper ko bec i think im the most stupid UPCAT passer ok)
19. ang lapit lapit lapit ng house ko sa UP 
20. i can make tambay in UP even though there are no classes. used to do this back in summer before entering 1st yr. as in i bike or walk to UP!
21. i can be a loner when i want to.. tapos no one cares parin!
22. ok i hate the ID rule but naabutan ko when we didnt have that. as in anyone can go inside tapos your friends can sit in sa class.
23. events ng mga orgs and campus tours 
24. UP fair, lantern parade and oblation run! hahaha
25. having the choice not to take PE classes. hooray for PEPE
26. Math 17 and sir abb - 1st and last uno in UP
27. rummage sale in cwts. i actually had fun doing this ok?! laughtrip kayaa
28. omg my mouse days were really memorable! hahahaha. thanks to my chem friends!
29. studying days before an exam and reading on a topic before the prof's discussion (nerd alerrtt! crammer kasi ako eh)
30. CS lib! the perfect place to study and SLEEP bec its one of the few places in UP na may aircon! thank god at hindi ako psych diba? hahaha
31. RA job and getting priority in CRS ;p
32. i can be myself and people accept you for who you are :)
33. ikot and toki jeeps kahit na sobrang i hate them when im driving around the campus. pota walang signal at nagsstop lang anywhere! haha. well dumaan rin naman ako sa commute. ok sila pag nagcocommute ka :p
34. its near malls (gateway, sm north) at mga kainan.. pati hospital!
35. ang laki ng campus at pang public siya! masarap mag explore wag nga lang gagabihin ng mashado
36. the feeling of being a freshman and not being a freshman. haha labo ba? kasi diba pag 1st year parang bago lang and may block ka so ok. tapos pag 2nd yr  na parang you're expanding your circle at masarap manloko ng 1st yr. haha
37. feeling ate ako.. bec hello im like one or two years ahead of my batchmates! pero hindi naman mukha behhh
38. feeling rich din ako pero hindi tlga dahil poor tlga ako. ok sabaw. but basta. there
39. yung pag ka Filipino ng UP. i cant explain pero diba when you think UP you think Filipino. kaya nga University of the Philippines eh
40. mamimiss ko ang aking major.. CHEMISTRY yehes.. why? because im definitely not taking chem again in the states
41. familiar faces (mga former classmates in college, highschool rin, ballet.. laki kasi ng UP ok)
42. speaking in arte english when needed and kalye jologs when needed rin 
43. chocolate kissss!!! nagugutom na talaga akooooo. someone get me a choco  chip cheesecake!
44. blockbonding.. haha more of migs, dom, janel, kim, niel, cams bonding. unti unti na nawawala!
45. our super young profs.. super young nila na you can.. have a relationship with them?? what kind of relationship kaya?? haha. ask miguel gonzalez bec all our lab profs meron siyang relationship, as in kahit guy or girl! (PEACEEEE)
46. bulok facilities and vandalism! ok i didnt think i'd write that but still... sobrang nakaktawa yung mga vandalism and yung bulok facilities make me remember na IM NOT MAARTE. ok, i am NOT maarte! hahahaha
47. i miss jogging around UP. i used to do that with my blockmates but no na. im so fat na ok... pano na yan sa states.. baka maging obese nako!!!
48. walking from building to building, commuting and the diverse PE classes (from sportsclimbing, scuba, ballet, social dancing, bridge, bowling, chess??... san ka pa?) -- sobrang physically unfit ko now!
49. yung feeling mo na smart ka. like when i was a CS scholar nung 1st year. haha! yun lang.. hindi na tlga mauulit!
50. and since my blockmates are so special to me. they have their own number here. save the best for the last. niel, dom, janel, migs(adopted), anna, kim..
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UP Naming Mahal [Aug. 12th, 2007|08:23 pm]
[mood | but still sad]
[music |UP Naming Mahal]

I.
U.P. naming mahal
Pamantasang hirang
Ang tinig namin
Sana'y iyong dinggin
Malayong lupain
Amin mang marating
Di rin magbabago ang damdamin
Di rin magbabago ang damdamin
II.
Luntian at pula
Sagisag magpakailanman
Ating ipagdiwang
Bulwagan ng dangal
Humayo't itanghal
Giting at tapang
Mabuhay ang pag-asa ng bayan
Mabuhay ang pag-asa ng bayan.
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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2007|10:36 pm]
[mood | sad]

i hate that i don't know what's going to happen
i hate that there's nothing i can do
i hate that i'm leaving so many behind
i hate that i have to start all over again
i hate that i don't have a choice
i hate that i don't have assurance
i hate that i know it won't be comfortable
i hate that i have to settle for something that's far from what's 2nd best
i hate that all i've worked hard for mean nothing
i hate goodbyes...

behind these plastered smiles and fake laughs, i'm crying inside. 
no one knows how i truly feel.

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(no subject) [Aug. 3rd, 2007|08:02 pm]
[mood | sad]

SORRY.. this is a drama post.

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything that i knew
you are the one that i loved
the one thing that i've tried to hold on to....


this goes for UP and the UP life, chemistry and all the suffering that comes with it, friends i will never forget, mix the bestest bitch friend anyone can have, al my partner in crime, nicole my lait buddy joke haha, gf my first love, rij the querida, 4bananas, Poveda Hardcourt, coach family and coach sherwin my crush, lunchgroup, seniors, dom the first friend, miguel the favorite lab partner, janel the 'get ready for a quiz' seatmate, m6 my pseudo block, PMS i love you, co apps na hindi ko malilimutan, members na hindi ko rin malilimutan, uproject na sana i could've helped with something, my beautiful home in lgv, the car that got me to places, drews kung san ako unang nalasing, maids who made everything easier for me, shopping for new clothes to relieve me from stress, haircuts to make me feel prettier, tagalog and the barokness that comes with it, ka-jologan na opposite ng kaartehan ko nung HS, bitches who make life harder, badings na umaagaw sa upuan, dancing the only thing i think im good at, physics 71 na gusto ko ma excempt, chem 28 na gusto k rin ma excempt, math 54 na mapapa DRAPer ka tlga, MY spectrophotmetric FR na gagawin ni miguel na dapat uno, spending money because i have extra savings, spending time with my friends and blockmates, mga libre,  camwhorring, average height daw ako, yellow slash 'white' daw ako, all the relationships i've made and all the other memories im leaving behind....  

all these things, may they be good or bad, have been a blessing to me. and even though labag sa loob ka na umalis, plano mo ito. i know you know what's best for me, ikaw na bahala. thank you Jess...
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2007|08:31 pm]
[mood | thankful]

the past few days have been really stressful for me. which is not a bad thing cause at least i keep myself pre-occupied so i dont think of things that bother me. malabo rin yung mood ko, there would be times na super nasasad ako or napaparanoid dahil nga i think too much of things. of  course, there'd be stress from school, but i guess im kind of used to all that after last sem. nilalabas ko na nga lang sa friends ko yung stress eh.. sa pagtataray! haha.

we, pms co-apps, had our acquaintance party earlier today. masasabi ko lang. all the stress was worth it after kanina. ang saya kasi, everything went on smoothly and nagandahan yung mems sa presentation namin. eh we've been preparing for this for 3 days lang, so i was really worried on how it would turn out. buti nalang talaga. i love my co-apps :) dapat walang magdedefer!

i was also elected as batch consiglieri

---Consigliere  is an adviser or counsellor to a mafia boss, with the additional responsibility of representing the Don in important meetings within the Don's crime family or with other crime families. The consigliere is a close, trusted friend and confidant.
"Consigliere" does not simply mean "advisor." The consigliere may be the second highest ranking member of a family, second only to the Don. As with many royal courts in history, the most powerful position must be kept within the family and the royal bloodline; but the second most powerful position is often the Adviser to the King, and this position is given to the most qualified man for the job, regardless of background. Often in history the nobles of conquered kingdoms would become advisers to the conqueror.----

talk about resposibility. errr.. sana talaga kayanin ko. i should go back to being manhid.. if it's that easy diba.. hay, it's such a big responsibility since we're around 20+ i think.. its like handling my own org. hahaha. maybe if we dont get in, we'll start our own org nalang. haha.

 

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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2007|08:41 pm]
[mood | lonely]

i guess im just not used to people acting all bitchy on me.
i really really really dislike it when people trample on my feelings and say things that i think i dont deserve.

ever since i stepped into my new school, it was a start of a new life. it was goodbye pagka arte, goodbye pagka bitchy (though i wasnt that of a bitch back in highschool, mej lang). UP changed me. im just not sure if it did in a goodway. i dont do things i used to do back in highschool. like takas, cheat, mga bisyo.. i dont even go to parties anymore! tipong no social life! haha (joke di naman). when i think of all these stuff, i think UP was a good choice. but meron rin kasi nawala sa akin. such as friends (everyone's in ateneo and dlsu! i dont get to see you guys as often, and you know how MUCH that matters!), social life! (im like all study na pota!) and i feel na im more sensitive now (bye bye manhid). 

actually, im really more sensitive now. and sensitive and no social life really dont mix. taena.. i miss you MIX, AL , NICOLE! there's just some stuff i want to share but it wont matter if i do cause you wont be able to relate anyways. i miss calling you guys and making telebabad until we run out of stuff to say. its just different with college friends. iba yung bond. yeah you know each other pero there's still this gap na yung real life 'drama' you cant share with them. hay nako.. i feel so lonely. i really do need a boy now. hahaha.

''useless useless" -useless ka you bitch. taena, i apologized and you still bitch to my face. what's with you ba? im joining an org not a sorority so dont fuckin look down on me like im having an initiation.

***arghhh.. help me, i need some lovin'! hahaha
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survey [Jul. 11th, 2007|05:11 pm]
[mood |working]

break muna from post labs :)

1. How tall are you barefoot?
= last time i got myself 'measured' was back in highschool pa. 4''11 and 3/4 daw. whatever.. 5''0 narin yun!
2. Have you ever smoked?
= smoked with an -ED
3. Do you own a gun?
= water gun? pellet gun? lol
4. Do you hate someone right now?
= hate is too extreme.. annoyed siguro sa maraming tao.. like to that bading dude! pareho pa kaming naka-purple the other day! but friends na kami since we have to check each others papers in class haha!
5. Do you get nervous?
= yeah.. especially when im driving in katipunan.... katipunan u turn slots.. specifically the one before going to left to cp garcia. hahaha
6.What do you think of hotdogs?
= they're ok. but i prefer maling meat loaf even though they say theyre made out of cats and rats!
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
= rudolph the red-nosed reindeer! (ok joke.. ansama nito.. lol) merry christmas darling (kahit walang darling!)
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
= water, coffee or milk with lots of sugar!
9. Can you do push ups?
= used to do a lot for training back in highschool.. kaya pa naman ata 
11.What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
= my gigantic pearl earrings (theyre not from greenhills excuse moi)
12. Do you like painkillers?
= not really.. but i do like pain. LOL sadista eh
13. What is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex?
= uhm none? LOL kapal! well none kasi wala naman nalulure! haha how saaaddd
14. Do you own a knife?
= we have lots in the kitchen.. oh and i have blades and scalpels from bio 11, do those count?
15. Do you have H.I.V?
= with this innocent looking face of mine, mukha ba akong may HIV?
16. Name?
= tiff, teef, tips
17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
= study math, chem and physics (yes those are my only subjects this sem! and i am still having a hard time! and im too tamad to start!)
= finish my sig sheet (hassle talaga yung memorize ng full names!)
= finish my prelabs and post labs for chem and physics (eww now i sound so nerdy! hahaha)
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately:
= i cant remember but they were all food! haha
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
= coffee, water, drugs.. joke lang ;p hahaha
20. What time did you wake up today?
= 6:00 am. i have cwts eh.
22. Current worry?
= acads and that org im applying to
23.Current hate?
= bitchy badings and u-turn slots. nuff said
24. Favorite place to be?
= my room :)
25.least favorite place to be?
= the 1st floor as banyo when its really hot and humid in the afternoon and there's no water, no flush and all the cubicles have their toilet seats down
26. Where would you like to go?
= i just really want to stay in UP
27.Do you own slippers?
= yeah naman
28. What shirt are you wearing?
= the one i was wearing kanina pa
30. Favorite color?
= aqua
31.Would you like to be a pirate?
= yeah, i'd love to be in keira knightly's place in pirates! hot ni jack sparrow eh! 
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
= niel's despedida hihi
33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
= i dont anymore cause my heater's sira and the water's super cold that i have to take a bath in 5 mins or less! wala ng time para kumanta!
34. What did you fear that was going to get you at night as a child?
= mumu
35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
= i dont have pockets
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
= jokes and hirits
37. last thing that made you cry?
= that bading guy who fought me!
40. How many cellphones do you have?
= my one and only z520i
41. Who is your loudest friend?
= back in highschool i think everyone was loud! haha! now? siguro si niel! haha peace niel! miss na namin ingay mo! hahaha
42.your most silent friend?
= ako ata ang pinakasilent sa kanila.. hehehe..
43.last movie watched?
= that would have to be pirates 3 pa! haha shet loser
44. What is your favorite book?
= brown lemay :)
45.What is your favorite chocolate
= twix :) and hershey's cookies and cream
47. What song do/did you want to play at your wedding?
= ewan ko pa.. hehe. hanap muna ako ng pwedeng maging asawa!
48. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
= sleeping
49. What was the First thing you did today?
= eat breakfast
50. What was the last thing you did the day before yesterday?
= sleep? haha. dont really remember but yesterday i came from uproject's orsem and had to drive home at 8 pm in the strong rain.. it was scary! hahaha
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ABS CBN [Jul. 1st, 2007|12:25 pm]
[mood | full]

did i just see SAM MILBY do a backhandspring and a round-off backtuck on live tv?! shyet, now that's hot! Idol ko rin si Vhong! daig pa nila ako pag dating sa gymnastics stunts! nakakamiss sumayaw! i want to dance again! kahit onting street lang cause i super miss highschool training sessions, performances and compets. im such a BUM now!! i should've enlisted in a streetdance PE or something. now im really jel of those who tried out and passed street! argg..

speaking of dancing.. i want to join wowowees' biga-ten! hahaha. that means dancing 'a-doo-doo-doo'. jologs na kung jologs, but it's i duno 'entertaining' and i could use the money! haha. 10k rin yun! i just need someone to join me! haha.

omg and PBB2 is really disappointing! i cant believe wendy made it to the Big 4! daya amp! she's so not deserving cause of that attitude of hers. plus, she went out of the house na so it was unfair for the others who were evicted. And she's the 3rd Big placer, why why why? who the heck in their right mind would vote for her? mga taong nabulag sa boobs niya? ganun?! why would you vote for someone as self-centered, rude, bratty and bitchy as her? buti nga sa kanya bino-boo siya ng mga tao when she got out. hay nako, Bruce taga-UP ka ba? ba't ka ba nain-love dun?

**and that bading na hindi daw bading who threatened me cause of a chair... sorry ka, we already have a seat plan for chem lec. it's MY seat! what's with the galit looking face and dabog?! now im really positive that you're a bading or somewhat confused. para kang ako pag galit eh! hahaha
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mean gay [Jun. 26th, 2007|05:32 pm]
[mood | irritated]

i cant remember a time na nabastos na ako.. back in poveda, classmates were considered friends, if not family. at home, if ever there was a misunderstanding or something to fight about, there would be a good enough reason for it. so first time yung kanina... at sa UP pa talaga nangyari, in my chemistry lecture class. 

since i usually arrive early for my classes, its my habit to save seats for my friends. so kanina maaga ako dumating and i saved two other seats in the room, besides mine. it's not being selfish or anything because i was first and we have been sitting there for the past few chem lec classes. unfortunately nagbrown-out (so typical of UP) and we had to transfer to another room. so shempre, being my usual self, i hurried to the other room and saved 3 seats for me and my friends. so.. miguel, anna and i sat down and made ourselves comfortable until a classmate of mine came up to me.

classmate: excuse me, irerequest ko lang yung third seat na to.
tiff: (with a question mark in head) uhh.. ahh dito ka na ba last time?
classmate: hinde. gusto ko lang sa seat na yan.
tiff: ahhh...  pwede jan ka nalang muna (pointing to the seat beside mine, since his friend was seated after that seat. i mean.. uupo ka between me and miguel? ode dun ka nalang sa tabi ng friend mo diba?)
classmate: (with an angry tone) sige, ngayon lang ito pero next time dapat jan na ako sa seat na yan. kung hinde im going to FIGHT for it. that's a warning.

so after that i was all silent na, until my emotions got the best of me. taena, umiyak ako pota. not that i was scared of him,  i was so shocked! in the first place, hindi kami magkakilala, so who is he to say something like that to me! second, i had the right to sit in that seat! i was there first and the last time we used that room, miguel, anna and i were seated in the same seats, even the seat i offered him! third, alam ko and sure na sure ako na i am older than him.. so he should respect me, if not treat me as an equal man lang!

hay nakoh! thinking of what happened earlier and that certain person really irritates me! ang kapal talaga eh, bastusan na! i was never really emotional and i like thinking im manhid.. but kanina talaga.. nakakaasar! and i hate it that i cried. parang ngayon tinatawanan ko sarili ko. but parang na-'culture shock' ata ako. not in the sense na mabahong amoy, strange looking people or super bulok facilities.. because that i can take. ito 'culture-personality-shock', if there ever is a thing. come to think of it, meron pa ngang mga squatter na daig pa siya kung pag-uupasan ay good manners and right conduct. 

taena. i know that in college, wala ng conduct grade pero respeto naman jan. i did NOT deserve to be treated that way!  matalino ka nga, panget naman ugali mo.. wala ka ring mararating. "Mean Gay" --> yan gusto niya ng sarili niyang movie?! and being gay doesnt make it an excuse to diss other people.

just because im smaller, sexier and way prettier than you (because IM A GIRL!), doesnt mean you can treat me the way you did earlier! although wala akong guy ngayon, i know i have 100% chance of getting a guy compared to you (again, because IM A GIRL!) at inggit ka lang! tsss.. susumbong kita sa tatay ko! LOL

ok ok cool off... hayyyy

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salamat dahil [Jun. 23rd, 2007|05:40 pm]
[mood | relieved]

no punishment for me coming from my dad. he didn't get mad or anything (thank god!). im just not sure if he'll still let me drive next week or the week after that. sabi pa nga niya, 'kaya mo iyan!' when i told him that i'd never drive again. aww noh. :). he's not home now because he met with those rude panget people and their panget car (thanks to me! hahaha). maniningil na ata or something. pota nila. although wala akong punishment, i decided to 'house arrest' or 'ground' myself. i was thinking of shouldering like even a little bit of the expenses, but thats a stupid idea. hindi naman ako pwede manlimos sa UP kasi pare pareho kaming walang pera. parang mali kasi if walang 'parusa'. pinapatay ako ng conscience ko. so sorry nicole! that i can't go to your birthday libre. i'd love to pero ang kapal naman ng face ko if i do. 

lessons learned.. if i do drive again:
1) always be alert. especially after the u-turn in katipunan going to cp garcia.
2) use the second/ outer lane in the u-turn.
3) give way even if you have right of way
4) dont rely on signal lights
5) dapat fast reflex pag malapit na bumangga
6) if all else fails, kung babangga ka man, dapat panget na car! (this i got right!)

and since im grounded until i dont know when, mag-aaral nalang ako so i can get uno in my majors. yuck haha!

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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2007|04:17 pm]
[mood | depressed]

today, june 22, 2007, marks the last day that i drive. potangina talaga... what a way to start the morning. 
i missed my first class pa (buti nalang no attendance). now my dad's shouldering both cars cause abala pa yung police report and ayaw magpatalo yung kabilang party. my dad was telling them na kanya kanya paayos nalang, but no! we should shoulder theirs daw because it was my fault. not entirely the fuck, ikaw ren may mali eh so hindi patas. they were so rude pa nung start but when my dad said na fine kami na biglang ang bait. rar i wanna kill them. i hope karma gets back at them and they get into a bigger accident!

i hate it that it hasn't even been one month since i got my license and i already got into an accident. bakit ganun??? parang ibig sabihin hindi ako magaling magdrive (well di naman talaga but im not a bad driver). eh ang bagal bagal ko nga eh and i always give way.. bakitttt???

ang sakit ng heart ko.. and i dont know how to face my dad. sobrang nahihiya ako. nagkamali ako tapos he has to pay for it. :(. but one thing i really learned from today, besides from being super careful after the u-turn slot in katip-cp garcia, is how my dad really really loves me. i wouldn't know what to do if he wasnt nearby when it happened. siguro sobrang binully na ako if he wasnt there. he did all the talking for me and even defended me even though it looked like it was entirely my fault. tapos even after it was settled.. he told me that it was ok, he made me alalay going to UP and he kept on asking me if it still was ok for me to drive. parang after all the wrong i've done, he's still there, sobrang patient and caring parin. i love my dad talaga. ang sama sama ko and he still puts up with me for 18 years. and he's not even asking for anything in return. well, maybe there are a little complaints but thats it! i haven't seen him since this morning so i rreally dont know my 'punishment'. but im willing to accept anything. grabeh major damage to our car plus yung kabilang car. the expenses wont even match up to my tuition and allowance for a year or sem ba? hay basta yun. i know he wont be able to read this but im super thankful that i have a dad like him who gives everything despite my wrongdoings. tapos walang kapalit....

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www.googlism.com [Jun. 16th, 2007|06:43 am]
[mood |awake]

tiff is the *stupidest*
tiff is useless --aba, gusto mo ng away?!

tiffany is going to kill you
tiffany is a 5''10' forward -- hihi i wish
tiffany is a new bubbly 21 year old blue eyed strawberry blonde escort  -- secret lang natin ok?
tiffany is the best i think -- but of course!

fatima is certainly one of the greatest
fatima is wonderful
fatima is the perfect
fatima is true -- now that's more i like it. yung fatima lang yung true dito ha. haha

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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2007|07:16 pm]
[mood | happy]

after 2 weeks of writing in manila paper, checking names for dq's mrr's sma's, giving out regmats changemats tcgs certifications, eating baguiobeans popcorn softdrinks... magkano kaya suweldo ko? hahaha 

i was really gonna say that.. after, 2 weeks of RA-ing and enrollment (supposedly 3 but tinamad nako kasi may pasok na) back-to-school nanaman. hurrah for the first sem (and maybe my last sem) of my second year (pwede ring last year) in UP! Since i was a RA, i got all my subjects in CRS. happy happy joy joy. though there were some complications. like 1) i got the CWTS CS MSI i enlisted for, but accd to my adviser in chem ay dapat CWTS CS Chem daw.. or hindi sha maccredit. now all my subjects are chem related! that means no social life for me! 2) i also got the math53 i enlisted for.. sorry na, aircon DAPAT yung room ko! at may plus pa dahil to my surprise, nandun rin si mouse. but when i heard that my prof-to-be was a 'voltes v' (tawag sa mga nagbibigay ng 5), i had to run around and beg for a change mat. huhuhu. buti nalang malakas powers ko at pumayag yung prof! so much for that airconed room + mouse! = 5.00 sha eh, sobrang sigurado. haha.

here's a little something something on how my week went..
Monday - no classes
Tuesday - first day high! out of the 4 classes i had, only 1 prof showed up -- sooo UP. i also realized that all my subjects except chem lab have air-coned classrooms (this was before i knew i had a terror math prof), so i was making yabang. tsktsk learned my lesson.
Wednesday - hindi ako pumasok sa cwts because i finally went to lto to get my license (na walang bayad! :D)
Thursday - realized na bulok ang aking physics prof at terror ang aking math53 prof. last minute change mat for moi. i put 'conflict sched' in the reason part. i wonder if they check that? haha. alanganaman i put, terror prof diba?
Friday - mygulay! my first time to drive alone! nyahaha, congratulate niyo ako dahil walang bangga/accidents. i still have a hard time parking though - mas lalo na pag maraming cars. example: nung dismissal time na, i wanted to buy turon in casaa so magpapark sana ako sa AS... may space in between two cars tapos yung left car kay panget! haha. omg muntikan na yun! parang, a few inches nalang and i would've scratched his car na... yiiiiii.. eh hindi ako makalabas and may nag bebeep beep na sakin, so i asked a driver to make it labas nalang. how embarrassing (arte haha), but who cares, basta dapat walang bangga/accident dahil first time. kung baga, parang test yun. basta to make my long story short, successful naman ang aking flight going to school, from building to building at pauwi. yey! 

now i dont have a dress code bec i wont commute na. and i can bring the physics book, tc7, skoog and a jug! i can finally drink something while im in UP! hahaha. pagbigyan na, masaya lang talaga ako :)

un lang. kay tenks bay.




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(no subject) [Jun. 10th, 2007|06:37 am]
[mood | content]

VANDALISMS IN UP

Sa FA (Fine Arts) Wall:
"nobody cares"
somebody answered:
"not even the carebares?"
then another:
"not even kier?"
then:
"not even zoren?"
lastly:
"not even zorro?"
all written by different people.

AS (Arts & Sciences Bldg.)
AS chairs:
"push button to eject seatmate"
"push button to eject urself"
"push button to kill teacher."
"push button to eject teacher"
.....reply: "it's jammed! We're doomed!"

AS cubicle:
"Donate your bulbol here.." tapos may chewing gum na pagdidikitan....

AS chair
"you know bobo? bobo is you!"

AS 1st floor CR:
"if you forget the past, then you porget the purious.."

AS 1st floor CR uli:
" Im a simple gay "
tapos me sumagot
"sira! Dapat 'Im simple and gay!' Taga peyups ka ba? duh! "
tapos me sumagot ulit (with matching arrow pa na nakaturo dun sa reply)
"sira ka rin! yung simple is used as an adjective tapos yung gay is used as a noun. kaya ok lang yung simple gay nya!"

CHEM:
Chem chair:
"push button to spray acid on prof's face."

Another chem chair:
"You Boron!!!"

BIO:
Bio chair:
"Push cadaver to haunt teacher."

FO Santos:
"SA MGA NAGTATAPON NG BASURA DITO... bawal."

ENG'G:
Sa Men's CR, facing the urinal:
"Hawak ko saking mga kamay ang kinabukasan ng bayan!"
Reply:
"the future you are holding is very small."

GAB:
sa likod ng armchair sa isang room sa GAB:
"takas ng ward 7"

MATH:
sa cr sa may math building:
" SUMAPI SA NPA! "
may sumagot:
"PAANO? "
may sumagot pa:
" MAGFILL UP NG COUPON AT IHULOG SA PINAKAMALAPIT NA DROP BOX SA SUKING TINDAHAN!"

sa math building, sa likod ng isang "teacher's chair" sa 3rd floor:
"BABALA: asawa ni babalu"

sa math 3rd floor, sa isang upuan uli.
"you'll NEVER find what you're looking for"
May nag-reply:
"find x."

sa math 3rd floor, sa isa pang upuan uli.
nakasulat sa armchair:
"F*CK DA WORLD! "
ta's may sumagot:
"F*CK U TOO! --WORLD"

3rd floor math cr:
"kaibigan, pagkapatos mong umihi, paki PLUS mo naman, hehehe."


UPIS
sa loob ng music room.
" maam _______(music prof) boses palaka! "
tas may sumagot
"nakarinig ka na ba ng boses ng palaka "
tas may sumagot uli
"weh "
tas may nag-react uli
"oo, sabi kokak!kokak!"

VINZONS:
Wall ng vinzons
"Do not steal. The government hates competition"

men's cr sa Vinzon's:
"remember: the hands that clean this toilet are the same hands that cook your food."

men's cr waaaay above the urinal:
"if you can reach this, the fire department wants you!"


NIGS:

sa isang upuan:
"f*ck nigs!"
may nagreply:
"who's nigs?"

MAIN LIB
Sa isang lamesa ng main lib, filipiniana section:
"UP STUDENTS HAS BECOME PATETHIC"
tapos may sumagot...
"mali pang grammar at spelling mo, halatang di ka taga UP"

KALAI:
nietzsche-"god is dead"
God- "Nietzsche is dead!"

SC:
sa labas ng PNB:
" in case of emergency break ass and push butt"
sa girls' CR:
"Bawal ang vandal Dito!...
Mommy said: First Aid Terramycin"

sa girls' CR uli:
"My boyfriend and I had sex and now I'm pregnant"
Reply:
"Pray to God"


share ko lang.. 

my panpil 17 prof read this to us, telling us that vandalism is part of pop culture or part of the UP culture (kawawa naman mga taga-UP, known for making vandal). 
-banyo with most vandal - AS banyo first floor
-most ancient UP banyo - Chem building, AS 1st pav (most ancient building narin! ala harry potter)

since i was a RA last reg week, i was in school and had to use the AS crs everyday. monday and tuesday, pwede pa eh. but nung wednesday, my gulay!! i went to the usual dulo right side of the AS banyo, 1st cubicle baho and basa ng putik - 2nd cubicle blurry yellow orange na mapanghi - and basta NA na the other cubicles! so i went to the left side of AS banyo.. only 3 cubicles were free and all of their seats were closed. (advise ko lang, wag niyo na buksan dahil from my experience 90% ay may laman!) at dahil sobrang na-trauma ako sa experience na yun, the rest of the week ay nagbanyo na ako sa 2nd floor ng AS. hahaha. although, some say that may mumu daw doon. who cares ok? i just want a clean cubicle with a flush!

i got the post (VANDALISMS IN UP) from niel's blog.. and tama nga sha.. dahil talagang uurong-ang-wiwi-mo. hahaha. but it's all good.. kasanayan lang naman.

niel -- mamimiss kita!! you hotness you, your verita and your blueberry cheesecake! hahaha

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